Falling off the Wagon

Ok so I had two weeks of great, followed by a week of not so hot and you know what?  I'm ok, so this is either growth or the first step in giving up.  I'm thinking I like the sound of growth better.  My total weight loss went to 37.2 lbs (woo hoo) but then that loss was followed by Mother's Day, where I did really well and then really terribly! My friends were all super cool and I had a wonderful breakfast that consisted of a Parfait and then 1 pancake w/ suger free syrup.  Mmm mmm mmm.  But then we had dinner and although I did great at the end I started mindlessly picking at the food around me.  Chips, guacamole, more chips...it just did not go well. Since then I have not been back to a meeting and I have the feeling today will be categorized by a weight gain. However, I choose to use that number, whatever it might be, as feedback not failure and as the impetus to begin again. I may have fallen off the wagon but luckily it's going slow enough for me to get up, dust myself off and jump back on!