So its been a while. Summer has pretty much gone and fall has come in with rain (some tornado type stuff) but otherwise nice weather. I am still here, still going up and down within the same weight range but still feeling positive about where I am.
School has started up again and many of the staff and students have noticed my weight loss, its been nice, I always remember to smile and say thank you when someone comments. Its my way of beginning to learn how to take a compliment. Yet another way in which I am growing into the person I want to be;)
But, not all has been sunny in my parade. Although I am trying to stay positive I have been feeling disconnected. Work just began again and I'm having a hard time getting back into the groove of things. On a positive note I started working out again this week. I'm kicking butt and taking names but in a nice way, lol! I feel stronger already. Went back to my meeting this week after two weeks of not going. Happy to report only 1 lbs of weight gain, although that happiness comes now after I am days removed from that weigh-in. On Sunday I was ready to burst into tears. I cannot lose hope and I know I can do this. I have the tools that I need, I just need to use them! I'm still here and that's pretty good right?
Still here and kicking butt is a good thing!
ReplyDeleteIt's early days still and you have yet to hit your stride and settle into a routine at work. Try to stay positive. <3